i’m tired of being tossed around and doing things to please people. i’m going to focus on school, work, and my art. i’m going to do things I WANT to do not what OTHERS WANT me to do. it sucks knowing that the people who said that will always be there for you, forget of your existence unless they need you for something. in order for me to get better, i have to start doing things for myself whether anyone agrees or not. i have to become a bitch and i will if it means getting to where i want to go.
i just have to remove everything negative. i am getting rid of all my poisonous “friendships”